"why school hasnt killed me off yet" - angela cava

from left to right: Hannah, Shannon, Me, Nana ( aka Natalie), Nathan, (blonde) Rella ( aka Breanna),(brunette)Angela, Ivy

school, masked balls, christmas party.. the usual

enjoy...

above: school... lunch what more can i say? above: christies bithday party. masked ball

far left: more of the party. above: school

What about life?

so I'm now 15. i had one gift i wanted for my birthday. i got it. everyone that i wanted there for my bday was there ( except cherry but you know...). i had a party about a week later. my friend janey pretty much did it all by herself. shes amazing. it was a hit with everyone. but me. i don't why but i kinda had a meltdown on my actual birthday night. its not the greatest thing but you know.... it was alright. i got over it. now I'm 15. yay...

school resumed with out me. 2 days before i actually came. and on that fateful day no less. my friend brought me lunch. and a bear. i named him butterscotch. i carried him everywhere all day. Brady loved him when i got home.

the next week tho was even more memorable. i could care less about my birthday. but on Sunday the 10th i got a gift that can never taken away. its mine. and only mine. my Father gave it to me thru a wonderful man. Patriarch Bawden is one of the sweetest men i have ever met. and what i felt there that day. theres no words. even for me. so many answers came to me that day. I'm no longer afraid of the future. i have opportunities in my life if i keep the commandments. just because I'm not scared doesn't mean i know what exactly is going to happen. because i don't. I'm not sure i ever will. life is going to continue tho. with or without me. why should i be afraid tho when i know that my Father loves me and will protect me? I'm now planning on serving a full time mission. but you know if my Father wants me to get married or heck get a job that doesn't give me the opportunity to go then that his will. but for now I'm planing. which means i should probably get going on personal progress. huh... interesting. sis Morris was right.

CHRISTMAS!!!

ok soooooo i love this holiday! cuz all my fam comes in town and we are sooooo crowded which i love! but this year Heidi Chris and Lexi arent comeing til Jan. but aunt Debbie uncle Kirk and Milli came. its been super fun. Autumn and Joel with their new baby Addie came yesterday. Joels leaving on Sun or Mon. but my sis and niece are staying here til after my bday! they're goin to utah with us too! im sooo excited... ok so now on to gifts...

first i got a present from sarah and austin. it was a book mark. it is fabric w/ green and pink stripes and at the bottom it hangs a glass circle with jewels with a big H in it! i love it. since i read alot. thats good. next i got a bottle of perfum from autumn called delicate petals. its pink and smells pretty good :). next i got ( i 'm no longer goin in order) a gift from ian. its a set of lotion, shower gel and spray called " twilight woods" they thought it would be funny with the twilight part. of course sarah smealls it and says " it smells just like edward!" heeh we all laffed so hard! next i got a present from my mississippi friends. it had a box in it but not a solid one its hard to expain but its wire and it has holes in it like a fence anyway it had a pink bag over it and inside it had a necklace and matching earings they are peace signs then there was an ornament in a silver star shape it says believe on it then 2009 on the back it says macys hehe i love it :). my mom got me a couple of things one was a necklace that is really cute its silver and white and has several dangles a couple hearts the biggest being chrystal. the a glittery ball and white dangley balls. i dont know. its cute tho. oh and last but not least i got... A PHONE!!!!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):) i love it!!!!

alot has happened since i last right so lets set this right. shall we?

par tay!

ok on Saturday I'm goin to a party and its my friends Quinceanera so its kinda a big deal. she sent the invites 2months ahead of time! hehe anyway so as one of her only girlfriends i was sooooo happy about this. and don't get me wrong I'm still excited. but now shes got it so i dance with her boyfriend ( aka the guy who wants me dead) for one of the songs. which would be fine except i cant dance. hes of course been practicing for months because hes her "date". I'm goin to fall or trip or something i know it! he promised to be good but I'm not sure about that either so I'm stressing! ugh

school! ugh yipp

ok as most of you know school is back in session here in the desert! yayaya so im a big bad 9th grader! high schooler! anyone scared you should be... okay if your not just think im almost 15 and i can drive next summer... not scared yet? well ill be dating come 2011 now thats scary! hehe well anyway i also started seminary this year! its sooooo much fun! my teachers name is bro miller and hes awsum! i have read so much more in my scriptures then i ever have! and its only the second week ( yes thats sad) anyway so this year im gettin straight A's no excuses. im also in adv mixed chorus this year which is fun because... you guessed it! boys! i love all of them they are sooo funny! and now i have at least 1 class with all my friends which is great! tomarrow me and my friends ( or for any grammar buffs: my friends and i) are goin shoppin then to a party! yaya! so hopefully thats fun! well love ya all